been a receiever is hard

Chapter 13-16

Jonas has just known what the colors mean, but know he sees it everywhere. Jonas is thinking why it is wrong to see colors, Jonas said, what if we could hold up things that were bright red, or bright yellow, and he could choose? Jonas is thinking what if person sees this and knows what it means. The giver suggested, it will not be safe. Jonas now know animals, he sees this very good and interesting, Jonas knows that child’s would love to see this so he shows lily elephants. When Jonas transmits this to lily but Jonas is hurting her. The giver told him that when he is the official receiver he will have new rules. The giver told him those memories it is what it makes him, Jonas was disagree, he thanked that what we do each day it what makes us. This society needs receivers that were remained ten years ago. Jonas was thinking and asks him, what happened ten years ago? Jonas remembers, oh, you tried to train a receiver but it fail. He wanted to train but the giver told him to come back tomorrow. The next day, Jonas was going again to the annex room. In his agony he perceived the word “fire” and felt flames licking at the turn bone and flesh. He waked up screaming.

The daily training continues, and now he knows that he will suffer pain. The giver has suffered too but the mayor of time was destruction. The giver said, “And the strongest memory that came was hunger. It came from many generations back. Centuries back. The population had gotten so big that hunger was everywhere. Excruciating hunger and starvation. It was followed by warfare.”  The giver is the best of knowing memories but why he does only has memories of destruction. The next day Jonas come to train and he sees the giver feeling pain. Jonas asks him if he could do anything, the giver said “yes”. He told Jonas to take some of his pain. Finally Jonas was in a memory of destruction. Now he knows what war means. Jonas doesn’t like of suffering a lot he wants to be a child again. In odder words he wants his childhood. He wants to play with kid’s ball, not suffering pain. The giver has realized that Jonas is suffering a lot so he decides to give Jonas good memories.